Sunday, August 31, 2014

Floral Mood

Hello again! My lappie just get fixed yesterday, that is the reason why i absent and did not post anything for couple weeks. Similar with few previous posts, i am still playing with monochrome pieces but this time i add some radiant colors on it by wearing this purple mixed with yellow round-toe pump. If you take a closer look of the detail, you will realise that there is flower thingy in almost everything that i wore. Actually i just picked them randomly from my wardrobe and all of sudden it became like a floral mood look. Truth be told, this outer is one of my fave piece that i wear frequently. It can be worn as an outer and also as a top just by do the button up.

Closer look of my outfit. Look how pretty those crystal-look a like flower shaped necklace, the floral prints on my outer and my favorite flowery-lace textured pants.
Anyway i got this beautiful shoes from Pretty For Less (instagram: @PFL_OS). PFL is a local brand based in Bandung where you can order and ask them to make your own customised shoes. I can't resist not to love this vibrant color-block pair. Major adore the suede material and the stitches, which is made exquisitely. Also the height of the heels are just ideal for daily wear. More importantly i can walk all day long with this super comfy shoes without even feel any little bitty pain or weary.
See you next post :)

Top - American Apparel
Outer - Vintage
Pants - Cloth Inc
Bag - Moorooah

♥ BM ♥

Friday, August 08, 2014

Try To Smile Again

I have read somewhere about "time heals all wounds". Well, i do not completely agree with that statement. Rose Kennedy's opinion coincide exactly with what i am feeling right now...he said, the wounds remain. Yes, time can not heals every wound. In time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. However it is never gone. 
People told me that i have to responsible for my own happiness and nothing or no one can ever take it away from myself. So presently i am trying to collect my positive minds and spirits to become a wiser woman. I know it won't be as easy as its said, but i have to smile again and live the life that i deserve. Just try a little harder to be a little better :)
Actually these photos were taken couple weeks ago before my daily schedule is full of doctor-appointment. I had to bedrest for more than a week and i forget that i have not post these outfit pictures. Anyway i adore this Zara dress and love that every detail -- the clean cut, the full and continuity of the print, the texture of the material, and those warmish colors that perfectly suit for the upcoming season.
Fyi, i just made an account -- -- Don't hesitate to follow or ask me anything :) Anything but harsh and offensive question. Happy weekend <3 
See you next post! :)

Dress - Zara
Bag - Furla
Shoes - Aldo

♥ BM ♥

Wednesday, July 23, 2014

You Are My Happiness

I know true happiness comes from the heart. People tell me to be happy. But how can you be truly happy, when your heart is in a million pieces. Everyone may say that i am a fool. If i have loved you once, i will love you forever. I guess it is a blessing and a curse in some aspects.
Right now, maybe the best decision is we should walk on our own way, even tough honestly i wish we could walk together back on our path. I can't deny that you are the one who so important and precious to me. You know how much i love you and you know how much you mean to me. I don't want to find another, it is only you who i want to see. I hope in time our real feelings will show and i hope you can see my worth..
Once you said to me that we will find our way back together again somewhere and somehow in this world. Sooner or later. If we are meant for each other. I miss you. I miss you and i am hardly breathing.
I know this is an outfit post. However i can't help myself to not put into words that little hurting thought. 
Okay. Recently my daily look is dominated by black and white outfit. Frankly i did not do it in purpose. But somehow i feel more calm and comfortable by wearing those neutral color. I combined this black long tank-top with white loose shirt from Piazza Italia. I was not in the mood of wearing high heel so i decided to pick this black ribbon flatshoes to feminize my look for brunch with little brother.
Thankyou for reading.

♥ BM ♥

Tuesday, July 08, 2014

Inside Out

For me love doesn't need a reason, because pure love will come from the heart without reason and it will stay every season. Loving someone might hurts ourself, but you know..having to act like we don't care when it's killing us inside is the worst part. Let me tell you. You are special. Everything about you is special for me. Sometimes it's hard for me to believe myself that every little thing you did and our short conversation still can make me happy the most.   
I could be wrong but i know i'm right. I know that you are the one who understands me and knows me inside out the most. You have seen my worse and you are the one who can see through my soul.
I guess everyone knows that it takes a strong heart to love. However, it takes an even stronger heart to love after it's been broken. Someone ever said..when things seem worse, we must not quit. Yup, and i believe if it really is worth fighting for, being brave for, risking everything for. Because if we don't risk anything, we're risking even more.
Excuse my awkward pose [and face]
Anyway that day i wore this pants and a black crop top, paired it with my super comfie boots for quality time-ing with my favorite girl. I think you guys already see this pants that i wore in my previous post. Yes, this gorgeous piece from Piazza Italia has an unique usage of the fabric. Perhaps they did it intentionally. And i unexpectedly love it. The inside out snakeskin prints makes it become more interesting. Truth be told, the hip size is a bit bigger than my normal size, but it doesn't really bother me because the material is quite fine and i can't resist to not love the prints.
Thankyou for reading! xx

♥ BM ♥